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Sunday, May 22, 2005
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hai... this is the last entry i'll post here le...
probably i'm bringing it over to the new blog.. or maybe i'm never writing a blog again...
my parents... hai..
i actually cried during dinner.. which was just 10min ago...
my parents.. arghh.... suan le... that was lemon chicken rice from chinatown...
but i tasted nth just now.
nth except my own tears... so salty..
hai... suan le.. i'm not writing in this blog again..
so many bad memories...

going to cry to sleep today.. i dun care...
tmr morning.. i'll still carry on my own self-pityness..
asking a million qns why i'm borned...
stupid..
this is stupid..
everything went wrong today..
first.. chat... with her... 2 times le..
i keep messing up...
keep.... turning it into an argument... hai...
suan le.. i know she doesn't blame me.. but i'll blame myself..
feel like beating myself up..
for being such a.. maybe like frankie say, a jerk..
realized how horrible i was..
another tear in the already broken [x] i felt between us....
hai... suan le...

crying to sleep le... dun care.. dun care.... everything went wrong again.
from somebody i heard long ago...
"where's the reset button ?"
... there's no reset button in life...
either u keep going... or u stop n give up....
i dunno...

bye... the last bye...

~`Gel~ silently slid past at 10:22 pm
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Friday, May 20, 2005
[2bc] Full day orientation.. -________-''

haha... today o... went for NP Orientation...
a... errr.. my alarm rang at 5:45am.. dotx...
lazed around again.. for 20min.. omg.. -____-''

haha... went online.. nobody around..
so... ya.. went ahead to bath..
haha ok la.. my sis was rushing me cuz she need go sch also -___-''
haha.. initially i gel'led my hair..
den.. arghh... decided it was just a bad hair day 4 me.. =X
so i flattened it down and tucked my Billabong cap over my messy hair...
hehe... :P i know la.. i wore the cap too many times le hor...
ok huh.. i know i probably shldn't wear it *too* many times to cover my utterly mess of a haircut each time i go out.
probably they'll (the guys at NP) will call me 'cap-boy' or something =X
i mean.. nt many weirdos wear caps into theatres -___+

er.. ya.. went down to open the letterbox...
oo.. met fiona in the lift.. haha.. as usual.. nth to say to each other..
haha.. let me recall huh.. think she went Jurong JC ? err. .ya.. think so...
yipee !! i got my NP Student Card le ^__^
okok.. went back up.. gulpped down my daily mix of milo...
rushed out.. at... near 7am -_____________-''
look.. i was s'pose to meet kaisheng at Yishun Bus Interchange at 7:10am..
see e urgency ?
ok la.. i can't be bothered to walk le.. straight away took 169 over...

hmm.. actually... waking up early in the morning is quite refreshing.
i mean, the air, it smells just new to the earlybirds, ya ? =)
met up with kaisheng... hey, long time no see him le... haha.. he still looks e same.. :P arrr.. a few mths only mar.. got what changes..

852 set off at 7:22am... and frankie boarded it at 7:30am..
yup.. timing's just right huh.. o.O
yaya.. very bored ar, on the bus.. tried to chat for a while.. but.. a... early in e morning.. can't find much to chat abt yet... -_____-''
so we... ya.. talked abt the orientation later...
funny how our brains work right... things haven't start.. there goes our mouths abt it already... oh well.. NEVERMIND.. -________-''

reached the Mac House at... er... 8:15am..
nt bad la.. called kehong.. he say around same time as us arriving at NP...
so we slowly walked..
.......oh, like real.. i was rushing... then those 2 keep dragging me back...

blah blah.. i sent them off to block.. er.. 4...
den.. i went back to the Guardhouse...
hoi !! saw him le.. haha...
yaya... i think he got abit plump'ier after 3mths or so.. hehe =X
ahhh cannot control.. sped off for the washroom first.. :$
den.. we *slowly* strolled to erm... LT45... diao~
reached there is 8:45am le..
the ushers and seniors there were like.. "hurry up ! u're late already !! it's starting !!"
...ok..  that wasn't very much our fault isn't it... well, nature calls.. hehe.. :P


.... er.. u.. the blog reader.. feeling sleepy le mar?
feeling sleepy den dun read le.. go sleep.. =)
i continue writing.. hehe...


ya as i was saying.. we went in and split us...
erm.. nt b4 we registered ourselves..
ya.. look.. i was in this Tutorial Group 109.. so i got shuffled to the back of the hall..
kehong went to the middle of the hall (chinese studies o.. )
haha.. learned each T-group got an average of 20students...
so.. ya.. our seats in the LT was like.. rows of 10... so i was on the last 2nd row.. yaya..
see huh.. ppl arrive earlier den me.. or rather, they were at least on time..
me ? LATE !! aiyo... nvm.. got 1 person also as late as me.. so i shan't bother much abt that :P
arrr... everybody knows i v shy de hor.. hehe..
so why ppl at the *back* can chat so lively huh..
i mean.. ok la.. i shy is my problem mar..
but.. the ppl on *my* row are pretty quiet as well...
wah piangz... k lorx.. they win..
cuz.. at least 5 girls behind me...
andddd... got 1 very.. erm.. how to say.. cute ? dunno...
yaya... got 1 girl sitting on my left.. and i'm like on the far right...
so like.. i'm cornered.. get it ? :S

errrrr.....okok.. enuf with that la.. *dun* look at me liddat... =X
yaya.. so it was liek... who knows... a v long time... until one of those erm.. facilitators... came n broke the ice...
er.. wad was his name again ? ... oh ya.. he didn't say -___-''
so erm.. he was quite a querky and funny guy...
and so... i was the nearest to him.. so guess what ?
i was the first to introduce myself :P well.. he just wanna know our names first...
yeah.. so.. i'm Gel.. and the really well, cute girl, beside me is... Emily... ok.. did i get it correctly ? =)
righhttt.. to HER left, was jarryl... or was it kenneth ? ok.. either way, they're seat next to each other... so... either or.. =)
and next to (jarryl or kenneth), was Richard... yaya, i was making bad puns abt Richard Marx.. ya.. so there...
yeah.. anddddddddddd... next to him was.... ..... was...... .... ermmm...
great.. was it Jimmy ? great !! i 4got !!
ok.. back to the ppl on the back row..

sitting behind me was... erm... a girl whom i can't quite remember her name correctly... shld be xue-yi.. or something.. -____-''
den.. followed by geraldine... den.. shld by Wynnie bah...
den. arghh.. 4get it.. i'll post e whole list online again when i finalyl remembered everybody :P

oh well.. that's it.. so after that.. my row turned eeriely quiet again.. (or was it just me ?)
aha.. dunno.. i keep glancing around.. v sian feeling, u know ? haha..
ok la.. before long.. at around.. 9:30am ? a lady went up to the stage and started addressing everyone..
on n on she went.. i dun remember a single thing she said -___-''
nx up was Doc. Victor.. or Doc. V for short, as the lecturers address him...
actually i can feel that he's quite an amazing man.. i mean, he's got a PhD... that's gotta mean something, right ? =X
haha and he intro and rattled on all the lectueres present in the theatre.
which is around... 35 or 40 of them.. nah.. i can't keep track..
but he's able to recall all their academic qualifications... that's gotta be amazing.. and we got lots of caucasian lecturers, to be sure..
there's 1 from boston.. 1 from err.. 4got liao... =X and beijing.. m'sia... the likes..

yaya.. next was a techie guy who came to explain abt our online system..
the NPal.. MeL.. yaya.. taught us how to check n timetable even..
hehe... v funny lorx... erm...nth.. haha..

eh... den came the emcees.. haha.. ok they were a funny pair.. but heck, i 4gotten their names..
we were shown a video.. u know, those kinda of memories video shots..
they actually went all the way to cambodia to build a playground for them.. how cool is that ?

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see huh.. after that.. we were kinda temporarily dismissed for lunch



(oh ya.. timothy made a bad pun abt Richard's name too.. so sorry Richard =X my thousand apologies..)

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[2b continued]

~`Gel~ silently slid past at 10:25 pm
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Thursday, May 19, 2005
wo men de hui yi...

ni gang gang sent lai de sms... wo wu fa hui da... bu xiao de ying gai zen yang hui da ? ke neng bah... hai..
tong guo zhe ge blog.. xi wang neng biao da wo de xiang fa.. wo de si xiang... wo xiang shuo de hua... dan que chi chi shuo bu chu...

wo gai zen yang shuo hao ne...
hmm... zhi xiang shuo.. hui yi.. can always be recreated...
jiu zhe yang.. neng bu neng zhen zhen de hui dao guo qu.. wang wang dou yao kan liang ge ren..
arr.. hai..
zen me ban hao ? ni lai gao shu wo bah...

en.. just squish that spider bah..
dun wait for prince charming to come to ur aid..
if that means anything.. hai...

jue de zi ji de bao fu hao duo.. hao zhong..
dan shi.. ye ke ye bu neng fang xia.. ye bu neng fang song..
hao duo shi... wo hai dei.. er...
hmmm... i busybody la.. wadeva...

but.. er.. witnessing the both of u...
dunno la... know 1 the anger fades quickly..
the other ? stays as long as an un-purged poison in a body...
who shld purge that posion ? dunno.
but shld that posion even be purged ?
has the person's permission been asked ?
dunno ar.. wo bu xiang zuo na ge extra de ren..
wo yi bei zi dou zai zuo yi ge duo yu de jiao se...
ar.. suan le... wo bu xiang shuo tai duo..

wo zhi xiang gen ta jia shuo.. wo zhen de.. hen lei.. hen lei..
dui yu gan qing.. dui yu da jia de bu man.. dui yu da jia de zheng-zhi..
i just feel that i need to get away...
get away.. yet it seems impossible...
maybe it'll be this way for quite a long time..
hai.... wo bu zhi dao...... WO ZHEN DE BU ZHI DAO !!!
hao xiang de le Jin Sheng Fen Lie Zhen..
feel like breaking down.. hai...
i know.. i v weak.. mentally.. (as well as physically..)
ya.. i know.. i know..

the strong front i've been putting up.. has still been good.
tmr i'm acting again.. for a whole day..
hai.. hao lei o...
you mei you ren neng bang wo jian qing ne... ?
suan le... jin tian.. sighing alot..
suan le bah... wo hai dei jian chi xia qu..
zhe shi wo de ren sheng.. wo hai dei jian chi.. dao di..

en.. gambateh...
wo dui le hen duo ren shuo guo.. zai exam period.. jian chi.
xian zai.. dao dui wo zi ji shuo le bah.. jia you...
hai you hen duo ren deng zhe ni de hao xi...
dui.. bu neng fang qi.. bu guan you duo kun nan... dou dei jian chi...
jiu zhe yang...
ni men ke neng bu hui kan.. ye you ke neng kan le bu guan..
wo ye bu guan le.. wo shi wo de blog...
ZHE SHI WO DE REN SHENG !!!

...hai.. y i so worked up...
dunno... i need energy... i NEED energy.. wo hen xu yao.. hai...
bu zhi dao hai you duo jiu... wo cai neng tong kuai de ku..
jiu shi wo de bao fu.. hao zhong.. bu neng hao hao de ku chu lai...
en ? mei she me..
after tonight.. i'll still be the silly ol' jiayao everybody is familiar with.
the guy who craps alot..
the lame guy...
the guy with alot of pimples.. (not tt this is going to change in a long while though..)
whatever bah...

ni men du le.. ke neng you fan ying.. ke neng mei fan ying...
wo bu guan...
zhe shi wo qian yi shi de shi hou type de...
ju ju zhen xin hua... ban shui ban xing...
yan jing dou kuai zhang bu kai le..
dai hui-er hai dei qu chong ge liang.. apply some of the acne speed-clearing gel.. -_____''
bu ran.. wo ming tian zhen de hui hen nan kan..
tu ran pop chu lai le ji ge pimples... hai...
wei she me mar.. wei she me...

mai yuan mar.. ? ying gai bu suan shi bah...
wo chong bu mai yuan.. yi hou ye bu hui..
zhi hao yi bu yi bu lai...
wo xiang chang Ah Du de Jian Chi Dao Di..
you mei you ren pei wo ne ?
wo xiang ni men ying gai shi xian wo de sheng ying bu gou hao...
bu gou hao kan.. bu gou shun yan..
(tu ran jue de Hai Tun Wan Lian Ren de Bottle Cap... kai le jiu dui.. mei ren yao de Xiao Ping Gai...)
hai... bu guan zhe me duo... wo bu shi xin qing bu hao.. zhi shi.. hai.. mei she me...
mei ren pei wo chang mar ? na wo zi ji lai...

shi ni rang wo kan tou shen ming zhe dong xi..
si ge zi.. jian chi dao di.
ru guo mei you ni.. wo de shen huo hui dao yi pian lang ji...
shi ni fan tou ai qing de mi ji.
si ge zi.. jian chi dao di.
oh~
bu guan you duo ku.. wo hui quan xin quan yi, jian chi dao di..

... en.. jiu zhe yang...

qing ni men.. kan le zhe ge entry.. bie xiang tai duo.
wo zhi xiang fa xie yi xia..
wo chong bu da ren.. ye bu xi huan ma ren..
suo yi wo jin le Mass Comm.. xiang bi jiao hao de diao da zi ji..
zhe shi wo jin Mass Comm de zhen1 zhen4 yuan ying..

hao le.. wan le.. wo ye lei le.. wan an...
wo ai da jia.. *hugz* :) bie xiang tai duo.. ye bu yong wen wo she me..
wo jiu shi zhe yang yi ge ren...
hen jian dan.. chong bu mai yuan she me.. hen he de lai..
suo yi bie ba wo xiang de tai fu zha.. wo jiu shi responsibilities zhong le yi dian..
en.. wan an.. zhen de..

(bu zhi ni ban jia guo hou.. hai you zai zao shang kan blog ne ? hmm...)

~`Gel~ silently slid past at 11:10 pm
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went to collect cert.. happenings..

haha. guess not alot of ppl visit this blog bah ?


[2bc]

~`Gel~ silently slid past at 12:56 am
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[[me in a nutshell]]

jiayao, aka Psyduck, aka ~`Gel~

♠ status:unfrozen beating heart...
♠ ex-ytss(2004)
♠ ex-xishanite(2000)
♠ 16++
♠ believes in luv at 1st sight
♠ dotted-face, short, nerdy, bespectacled
♠ no fashion sense =X
♠ just do it
♠ abit hostile towards aliens
♠ LamerzAssociation prez
♠ sings offtune =)
♠ v shy n meek (for a guy)
♠ ... v dao also...
♠ studies first
♠ owns a MPx-200
♠ self designed this b-skin

[[percentages]]

Δ 12.5% Peranakan, 87.5% Chinese
Δ 50% dumb, 50% clueless
Δ 60% lame, 40% sarcastic
Δ 70% leader, 30% follower
Δ 80% counsellor, 20% preacher
Δ 100% bookworm
Δ 100% heavy sleeper
Δ 100% gay guy

[[loves]]

♥ S.H.E // Jay // Ocean //
♥ my family n frens
♥ to joke n lame
♥ badminton
♥ cycling
♥ Harry Potter
♥ plain water n veggies
♥ escaping from reality
♥ to sing.. hehe =)
♥ chatting on MSN (Messenger)
♥ meeting new frenz
♥ HTML n programming
♥ pic n vid editing
♥ being a food gourmet

[[wants]]

♣ MPx-220 // MPx
♣ more $$
♣ a D-SLR (nikon?)
♣ a (new) suspension bike !
♣ my own L.A. tee !
♣ to attend S.H.E's concert !! :'(
♣ get rid of all my zits
♣ to get into Mass Comm at NP
♣ more love...

[[condemns]]

◊ big filrts
◊ super act-cutes
◊ act noble
◊ act big
◊ taking advantage of ppl
◊ bad breath
◊ b4ckstabbers
◊ frEnsHip n reLatiOnship bReakeRs
◊ bUllies
◊ aTTituDe shOw-oFFs
◊ saying 'sorry' too much
◊ ppl lamer den me... =X
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[[must-watch movies]]

Elecktra
Constantine
▪ Star Wars III
▪ Harry Potter IV



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wanderer(s) lost here....

Predominant amigos (2004)
[not in any particular order]
her... : for she made my life bearable... tHx 4 your company... n frenz 4ever...
ting : crappy person..... ok.. more sarcastic den crappy... budden one of my best frenz nevertheless.. heez...
min : a very bubbly disciple.. extremely diligent n clever...
lionel : haha.. to hell with your "dun crap la"... =)
lilian (mummy!) : being such a patient, caring mum ;)
sihui (mei~) : a very naughty god-sis ar, always like to knock my head de =) budden i always get my revenge~
sherie (sis~) : very good secret keeper ar... budden dun tease me le la...
wailing (sis also) : haha... she's e 1 who forced me 2 d/l music =X
yiwen : tada !! another secret keeper.. arigato =)
ilhammi : erm... let me practiced with his yoyos~
zaki : aR ? chendol, WAH~ !
brian : ar, balls shake rite ? =D ok guy.. except *abit* noisy in class..
frankie : at least he taught me how 2 fix a CD-Rom drive -_-
yingying : oh well, she's a nice girl, talkative, short n all... =)
leonard : adieu, mon amigo~
mr Teo : he taught me that maths is more troublesome den cutting pumpkins
mr Tay (aka boss-man) : one of e best and good-tempered english teacher's i've ever known
mr J. Ho : LiVinG buDDha~




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