probably i'm bringing it over to the new blog.. or maybe i'm never writing a blog again...
my parents... hai..
i actually cried during dinner.. which was just 10min ago...
my parents.. arghh.... suan le... that was lemon chicken rice from chinatown...
but i tasted nth just now.
nth except my own tears... so salty..
hai... suan le.. i'm not writing in this blog again..
so many bad memories...
going to cry to sleep today.. i dun care...
tmr morning.. i'll still carry on my own self-pityness..
asking a million qns why i'm borned...
stupid..
this is stupid..
everything went wrong today..
first.. chat... with her... 2 times le..
i keep messing up...
keep.... turning it into an argument... hai...
suan le.. i know she doesn't blame me.. but i'll blame myself..
feel like beating myself up..
for being such a.. maybe like frankie say, a jerk..
realized how horrible i was..
another tear in the already broken [x] i felt between us....
hai... suan le...
crying to sleep le... dun care.. dun care.... everything went wrong again.
from somebody i heard long ago...
"where's the reset button ?"
... there's no reset button in life...
either u keep going... or u stop n give up....
hai... suan le...
crying to sleep le... dun care.. dun care.... everything went wrong again.
from somebody i heard long ago...
"where's the reset button ?"
... there's no reset button in life...
either u keep going... or u stop n give up....
i dunno...
bye... the last bye...
bye... the last bye...